i've got this chronic problem,
where i know exactly what the outcome of a questionable situation is going to be.
but i completely ignore that
and just go for it anyway.
i guess, in hopes of the 0.000000000000001% chance
that it won't turn out the way i know its going to.
and EVERY SINGLE TIME i think that i have learned my lesson.
nope.
completely disregarded.
fuck, its draining.
on an unrelated side note:
why is it so fucking hard for people to be honest!?!?
everyone should try it, it rules way harder than you think.
so...
i'm pretty unhappy with my life right now and i have no idea where to go from here.
i have no doubt that i will figure it out eventually, but for now, its becoming increasingly difficult to stay optimistic.
and that is a feeling i'm not very used to.
lately im fighting awfully hard the desire to fall back into a hermit like state that once was very comfortable.
but i was happy to get out of.
i guess it is that time of year, though.
luckily tuesday night will always be dollar night.
see you at the bar, man.
2 comments:
I love you so much, babe. Im sorry that I'm not there when you need me most. Im working on it, I swear. Chin up, theres always light at the end of that fucked up tunnel.
half the things i blog about i know no one would want to read. but thats the thing about blogging, its more about a catharsis than it is about entertaining readers. don't be apologetic about it.
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